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Haunted

by Capstan

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1.
I hope my absence haunts you like a ghost Eating away at you from time to time I know I’m absent from your life and mind but you still haunt mine There’s a different kind of emptiness you left me with after all of this And I can’t wrap my head around the fact that you’re not coming back There’s a chemical imbalance that you left inside my brain You’re the reason why the alcohol is still rotting in my veins I’ll be ok this is something I can get through But I don’t know if I can say the same about you I know a world of stability is all that you could ever see and when everything falls apart Dear God I know it’ll fall apart I hope you buckle at your knees and think of me I’ll leave you with this emptiness as your parting gift These heavy words I know you can’t lift (Between the two of you there’ll be a common rift) And thats me. The problem you can’t fix The chemicals have balanced as I’m writing off your name I hope the thought of us and broken trust stays frozen in his brain ’ll be ok this is something I can get through But I don’t know if I can say the same about you Truth be told we are not the same A future sold that was built on blame I pray you can’t bear the guilt and shame I’ll stay a thorn in your side that’s worn with pain Day in day out it won’t get better Even your friends say forever fair-weather Stay stuck. You’re a stormy sky with an idle mind you deserve each other And I’ve been picking you apart in my head Trying to see between you and me if there was anything worth keeping I’m empty handed once again Constant consent. You lied to him about the time we spent. Relapse. Repent. Your judgement lapse came and went. You said that life was built on compromise A statement laced with fraying ties on borrowed time you’ll never find So in the end you took what was yours and stole what was mine.
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She always seems to color me the only shade she couldn't see. I am transparent I am a ghost. A grain of sand on the Sunshine Coast. And I woke up today and figured I'd burn everything that made me think of you. And the saddest part is I was left with nothing by the time that I was through. You had me like the first breath of a Midwest autumn evening. As the sunset fades to cold air to freeze the evergreens. So can we take some time to redefine what it is you thought you'd find. Because when you left that night, you left me behind. I woke up today and figured I'd burn everything that made me think of you. And the saddest part is I was left with nothing. You were fibers in the thread that stitched demons in my head. The reason I'll drink on my own tonight instead. I never thought three beautiful words would have a grip so tight. You crippled my throat. She always seems to color me the only shade she couldn't see. I am transparent. Transparent as a ghost.

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released June 15, 2018

Recorded and Mixed by James Paul Wisner (Wisner Productions)
Mastered by Andy VanDette (Engine Room Audio)
Written and Performed by Capstan
Artwork by Andreas Primandaru

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Capstan Orlando, Florida

Anthony DeMario : Vocals

Harrison Bormann : Guitar

Andrew Bozymowski:
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Scott Fisher : Drums

Joseph Mabry : Guitar

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